smile like a saint; curse like a sailor

soooo....im diggin the break so far! it has been incredibly relaxing to just chill and not have deadlines and crazy teachers *cough cough* to make me take a second look at the pistol that daddy has hidden in his gun cabinet. if its hidden that says something huh? the only catch is i do have a paper i have to do before school starts back.. boooo.. you suck AND you are a total prostitute.. yeah you!

the way cosmetics are these days im wondering how long it will take all those brilliant beauty doctors to come up with a way to copy and paste some one's face without surgery.. all the cremes and needles and pills.. im sure it wont be long..

commercials suck.. actually tv sucks in general.. theres no wonder propaganda works so well.. that damn spider pig song from the commercial for the simpson's movie has been stuck in my head for days now ever since i saw a piggy shocker in my brother's car(dont ask..) repeat something enough and inevitably it embeds itself in your mind.. i believe aliens have taken over the world..commercials are their secret weapon to control the lazy population of america.. coach potatoes beware!

i hate pink.. i hate flowery shit.. i hate ruffles.. combined they equal the elements of the devil.. my aunt got me a pink flowery ruffled pillow for christmas.. imagine my joy =/ i cant say i dont love the woman to death but as long as she has known me (or rather as long as i have been able to think for myself) i dont think she has ever caught me with anything that would give her the slightest suggestion i am a girly type of gal.. even when i was three i climbed trees and played army with my brother and cousins.. she meant well so of course i attempted the "oh-my-god-how-did-you-know!!!" performance

people suck. period.

i want a boxer so damn bad!

our boys basketball team needs to shape up they have been entirely to sloppy and are increasingly pissin me off game after game! tonight however they looked a bit better hopefully the previous loss woke them up.. i guess well see.. as for our girls they kick ass and im proud as hell of them for improving so much since freshman year! "get it girl!"=)

my new years resolution is to not be so blunt with people and to think before i speak.. my mouth has been getting me in trouble lately 0=)

welp.. i finally did it

well its about that time.. scratch that its past time.. way way way past time. but itll be okay im pretty sure no one has lost sleep at the loss of my oh so interesting blog.


i hate disappointment. i hate when im watching a movie that i saw years before and loved but when i watch it now it fails to live up to my expectations. the disney classics have yet to disappoint me though =) i love disney. it makes me smile. maybe its cause ill always be a child at heart but there is just something about flying carpets and singing bears that will always bring a smile to my face.


my cousin came home for thanksgiving. its been great seeing him again. i couldnt be any more proud of jeff. hes always been a swell guy but i now respect him in some of the same way i respect my dad. i can tell how hes changed.. some for the better and yes some for the worse.. hes focused hes sure hes confident hes faithful hes everything a soldier should be but.. hes cold.. im not saying hes completely heartless but i keep seeing this look on his face that almost scares me. i cant really describe it but when i saw him again it looked like he had forgotten he was ever a cocky lil fart back in the old days.. i still remember playing in the creek throwing rocks at his ass (i always won haha)... now he has no qualms about killing someone.. i can only imagine what he has been through and i respect him so much and love him all the more for the sacrifices he has made and will make but i still miss the old jeff.. he grew up fast.. too fast.. god help god bless and god keep you jeff.. you wont hear me say that much but god be with you..



i quit drinking coffee awhile back.. yeah not so much anymore iv had 14 cups within the past 48 hours... not exactly quit am i?


well i attempted to blog but im a little too jumbled up at the moment to say much of anything... its been a long run these past few weeks...wish me luck...

ever feel like writing a story? yeah me too bobby. sometimes i feel like i have an alter ego. lets call him bobby. yes hes a guy. just because a girl would get on my nerves. what fun would having an alter ego be if they pissed you off? iv already got one giner why would i want another one? bobby agrees. today me and bobby had an in depth conversation about life. we came to the conclusion that its flying by entirely too fast. could i write a letter of complaint to life and ask her to slow down i need to take some pictures to show my grand kids? it sure would be courteous of her to take a nap or hell even a breather would be deeply appreciated. any want to help start up a petition to tie bricks to life's feet? maybe just for a lil while because im pretty sure after awhile life would get tired and just stop all together and that would end badly... whats that bobby? oh youre tired too? well it is getting pretty late we might go to bed soon so hold your horses and stop acting so whinny.

Most people are other people. Their thoughts are someone else's opinions, their lives a mimicry, their passions a quotation.
-Oscar Wilde

sad isnt it? how completely unoriginal are we these days? i always get a tickle out of these kids that walk around with originality stamped on their foreheads. and of course all the stamps are blue and black with tiny stars as the dotted i's. pleasee people dont be so naive.. just about everything you do say wear or believe did not come souly from you.. someone else before you decided that they were original. haha gotta love the people that glare and whisper "poser" under their breath when someone not normally associated with their social class walks wearing the same belt as them (irony at its best) hell most of them probably saw their sooo stylish and unique hairstyle on their idol petey boy the week before while watching "taboo" mtv hahahaha ahh people these days! to sit back and watch some people really cracks me up! oh and one quick note before i crawl in my lil ball to sleep... just like the unique kids out there are those that are so desperate to get out of blairsville. haha the majority of those that bitch and moan about how terrible it is here will end up going to college realizing how much better off they were in blairsville and come back or they are just too damn ignorant to make it in the big bad world out there that they come home to live in mommys basement. i personally love blairsville. sure the people here are asses but i challenge you to find somewhere that doesnt have a few here and there. itll be nice to graduate travel around experience different cultures and learn as much about any and everything that i can but inevitably i will come home and live in the quiet north georgia mountains =) maybe its not for some but to me its home and ill be damned if someone trys to tell me im an ignorant redneck because i love my home!


so iv said my peace and its about that time so...
"So long, farewell, auf Wiedersehen, good night
I hate to go and leave this pretty sight
So long, farewell, auf Wiedersehen, adieu
Adieu, adieu, to yieu and yieu and yieu"


^^sound of music crackers ;) yeah so im a nerd..

urgh.. not sure????

i always have problems starting these things... thats probably why i dont write when i feel like it.. ill start a blog and then end up deleting it because i dont like it so i have a good few drafts but not so many actual posts.

so basically the other day i decided to give up on someone that iv been struggling with for the past four years.. i like to consider myself a pretty selfless person when it comes to anyone i care about.. honest to god there are the select few that i would do anything for.. that select few has continued to deplete this year.. its bothering me.. pretty bad in fact.. the realization that people dont care about me half as much as i care about them is slowly creeping under my skin.. its people like that that are pushing me further into my peter-pan complex. im already pretty damn resistant at growing up and the harsh realities im begining to face this year are only making that battle a little harder... i miss climbing that big ole pine with the low branches at my granny's house.. i miss playing comando in the creek with my guy cousins... i miss throwing apples at the cows and betting quarters which way theyll run.. god i just miss being a lil kid.. i was so naive.. ignorance is bliss as they say.. iv never been quite sure who "they" were but if "they" are reading this... right on!


i hate those fake bitches that claim they are better friends with guys and that they only hang out with guys when they do NOT! instead they are all over their guy "friends" and act like fucking whores!!!!! asldkjf;oashdnf;klajsdnhf;ljasdfj;lakj god just admitt youre a damn whore and be done with it! unless i have feelings for the guy i do not act one smidge different around them than i do any girls i might hangout with.. im just sick of fake people.. yeah i know most people are hell im sure everyone is to a certain point but i hope to god im never so obviously fake..


by the way sorry if my blog is turing out to be too bitter but im kind of using it as a venting device =)







eh i think im done.. or at least what i can actually write on this here thingy














oh wait..... i cant wait till basketball season!!!!!!!!!!!! god it makes me all tingly all over =) woo hoooo!!

just for you sweetcheeks!

so im just a lil bit confused... why in the hell would anyone want to come to blairsville to get their "american experience"?...i dont know maybe im wrong but if i went to another country say france i would want to visit a culturally thriving area like tokyo (yes i know tokyo isnt in france its a kendra joke people).. yes i do realize that blairsville is actually overflowing in culture but im not talking about the southern hilly billy culture im talking diversity people! now dont get me wrong i love good ole blairsville and i do in fact know i will be living here in my future but honestly who would want to spend their time away from europe here with abunch of redneck jackasses who have their heads shoved so far up their own ass apparently they can only see in black and white.. white being the predominant color of course! ugh!... i went off on a guy the other day which ironically wasnt from blairville.. but anywho he was making fun of a friend of mine and i got tired of it.. he got mad cause he said he was only kidding and i needed to learn to take a joke.. no im sorry theres a point where you stop.. he obviously cant see red either.. oh the people these days.. im sure iv carried some stuff too far before but not to purposely hurt someone. hell i know im the worlds worst at making fun of people but its usually just in jest. god forgive me if i ever become one of the ignorant bastards like any other redneck in blairsville. but ill step down from my podium now and talk about lighter matters...ill do it tomorrow (maybe) its beddy bye for kendra-poo =)





happy now?!?! now you can read it and i wont get any damn comments! lol

*gag*

omg.... i feel so incredibly bad right now... i think its about time kendra took a break from one weekend rompe...ughhh i feel so sick...

why these are my "random musings"

ahhh.. today has been one of those days.. you know, the kind where you cant really describe how you feel cause its a lil bit of everything all jumbled into one big mess. im sure everyone has those days but today i was just wondering why?? why are so many teenagers down-n-out, tired, cynical, and just plain ole grumpy? shouldnt we be the ones who brighten the lil ole ladies with the pink boas and feather hats day?? sadly instead we mope around and complain about everything! the weather. our hair. that boy. those shoes. our coach. the admin. broken pencils. gum on shoes. school food. gas prices. parking issues. money spent. grades faltering. student rights. broken nails. today's gossip. yesterday's news. questionable odor. hairy moles. annoying teachers. useless homework. misplaced doors. blinking lights. harry's hygiene. veronica's voice. larry's lisp. adam's attitude. april's adamsapple. excessive essays. strict rules. narrow hallways. clanking heels. pointy forks. grim goblins. surprise exams. twisted toenails. leftover spit-cups. dirty floors. ugggghhhh the list goes on and on! iv been there iv complained that.. but why? why do we sit around and pick at the small details when we could be living! and i dont mean the kind of living that involves tripping over our feet as we drag ourselves out of bed in the morning i mean the fast- action- slap-yo- momma- get- down-n-dirty- roll- around- with- the- pigs- bungee-jump- in- your- underwear- kiss- the- alter boy- bet -it- all- on- the-underdog-push ups- in- the- snow- naked- enjoying- life kind of living! i want it all ladies and gents! i want to have fun and not be so overly concerned with the annoying minute details in life. hopefully i wont wake up in the morning and begin my daily cycle of bitch'n and moan'n hopefully ill wake up with the get up and go attitude i have right now... yes i did have a pep talk with myself. bite me. =)

you know what i just love?! those quirky sayings that brighten up a conversation. the ones where you cant help but giggle or at least twitch a lil bit at the corners of your mouth.

"well tickle me pink!"

"youre such a peach"

"well butter my bisket"

"ride em cowboy!"

la de dah... and many more.. but you know what im talking about

im an unusually perky mood tonight... which is very odd for me lately. iv had a very rough week but for one reason or another tonight im in a mood to just not to care =) go me!

my nose is burnt.. hmm.. any ideas on how to make it stop peeling?

i bite my lips all the time which makes them very chapped im trying to break myself of this habit but i cant for the life of me.. help?

my nails aren't even.. i broke one or two today haha its bugging the hell out of me!

welp you all have been a very respectful audience and managed to remain quiet through this tiresome lecture so i thank you my fellow americans (and aliens) god bless and good night!

"my fellow americans i did not have sexual relations with that woman...." guess who?! haha

sorry im done now...

filter me?! are you kiddin?

what the hell happened to freedom of speech!?! i dont know when or where but i suddenly realized that i have to watch every damn word that comes out of my mouth because i could offend someone with my vocabulary! humph! they even have profanity filters on websites now! so now whenever i write fuck or something else it shows up as abunch of damn symbols... this does not make me happy... seriously people i do not care if i offend you! haha and usually if you tell me that i made you mad and approach me the wrong way i will not stop until i have broken you!

hmm well other than letting my temper fly away with me today, its been a rather normal boring day at good ole UCHS. i schemed in first block while laughing at garricks pathetic attempts to conjoin his head and coach hunters ass together. its sad really...haha funny as hell though! hmm and lets see after the show put on in first block, i flounce on up to homeroom where the daily announcements vainly endeavor to inform the student body of coming up events and deadlines(but not too many listen) then second block comes around, nutrition and wellness or better known as study hall/get free food class... perfect class for any high-schooler. its funny that she tells us how bad sugar is but were going to make funnel cakes soon...hmm?.. after exciting second block (usually hungover with a sugar high) i wobble my ass to third block. now with any other class english is the shit but unfortunately i have some uh.. peers in there that make me want to pull a dracula and drive a stake up my ass... love krieger love english hell i even love learning but there are just some people i am not ment to converse with. after a brutal half hour with douche bags we go to lunch and i have a hell of a time cuttin up raisin hell and crowd surfin the lunch ladies. we go back i try to listen but i end up imagining ways to stuff my ears so i cant hear the assholes again then after an hour of watching krieger futilely try to teach my "peers" we leave and i happily skip to my fourth block class to sleep or color depending on if mrs rich is feeling frisky that day or not. ahhh the last block! yay! i walk in throw my book bag down and immediately lay my head down...zzzzz... then either brett or austin will pop me on the head to be a jackass and i throw my pencil back at them (that could be why i have to borrow pencils so often who knows?) wait for the opportune moment and pop them back when they fall asleep. divine justice! ah ha! the process continues to repeat itself everyday... then at last i leave go home then possibly i go to town later to look like the cool kid i am ;).....great day huh? uneventful for the most part yet always jam packed with the funniest shit and on occasion something catastrophic happens to me that shakes the fragile frame of history! BAM! thats all folks!

i leave you with one final thought.....

I went to a bookstore and asked the sales woman,"Where's the self-help section?" She said if she told me, it would defeat the purpose.

If someone with multiple personalities threatens to kill himself, is it considered a hostage situation?

If a parsley farmer is sued can they garnish his wages?

Why do they put Braille on the drive-through bank machines?

Does the Little Mermaid wear an algebra?

Why are hemorrhoids called "hemorrhoids" instead of "assteroids"?

god thats some funny shit!=D

not sure what the hell im talking about...

okay well iv been sitting here for almost ten minutes trying to figure out how to begin.... im still not sure but as many thoughts are whooshing around in my head at the moment i just decided to type and see where my lil fingers took me. the only thing that sucks about just typing whatever comes crashing into my mind at the moment is that my thoughts and train of thought is constantly changing. im not sure exactly how a persons mind should work... is it supposed to be like a ton of semi trucks running into brick walls then suddenly bursting into fireworks or should there be some sort of main street where all cars stay perfectly in line and traffic stays basically uncongested? for the most part i have no one thought im consistently flipping back and forth from page 347 in my memory box marked A to page 1234666878 in box X. not to mention the majority of my thoughts dont make very much sense to anyone but me haha as illustrated in everything previously written above... im a very visual person so every word someone says to me creates an image unique to probably just my imagination. if i see a picture i wont forget it. hell i can remember this little boy that was in my kindergarten class and what his favorite shirt was (blue miami dolphins football t-shirt) in fact im pretty sure i could draw him AND his t-shirt if i actually took the time. im just cool like that haha ....actually every image someone sees they dont forget, they just dont file it appropriately in their memory so they dont instantly remember it if they see it again... im not entirely sure how that works but im fairly certain its true. if not then im sure dakota will come fluttering by the correct me like he does everyone else. =P however even though i have a verrrry good memory when it comes to images i can not remember jack shit of anything else... i had this project for mrs williams (amazingly perky woman... i need what shes got) due and i had forgotten about it (imagine that) so when it came time for me to turn it in i had to bullshit the days i had forgotten. oh and by the way the project was to write what we had to eat everyday.. not a hard task but this was a task that required me to remember everyday UGH! yes well i sat there for a good twenty minutes trying to remember what i had for breakfast the morning before. no i am not exaggerating i seriously couldnt remember the day before...sad huh? yeah well thats the easy shit. oh well im used to it. maybe there are people who have a scatter brain like me but so far i havent met anyone who surpasses me.. I CHALLENGE YOU!

oh by the way dont correct me on my grammar, spelling, punctuation etc... i dont care

if im wrong about something iv said then by all means go ahead but dont mess with the rest!

humph... i just noticed i had wrote a decent amount... woo hoo go me! =) if my thoughts offend anyone... blame krieger im only doing this because i want to comment her and i couldnt without one of these dag-blasted thingy-ma-bobs (or you can be all crazy and call them "blogs" whatever i prefer the correct proper terminology)

if you havent noticed im a talker... or typer??? the only thing i cant stand more than dawson county are those incessant annoying people who continue to speak when no one gives a damn... my lit class for example... i dont care about guns, rashes, muslims, what some girl said, who slept with who, why youre going to jail, hair in odd places, what you shot this weekend etc... im about to go nuts in that class if people do not shut up! im all up for joking around and god knows i love all things perverted but my god these people! you have no idea! not only do they insist on speaking on topics that do not interest me but they do it loud and obnoxiously and at the worse possible times like hmm a quiz! URGH! and as i have previously stated my mind can not handle the stress of so many conversations going on during a time when i need all reinforcements on the line to focus! it amazes me how many times they ask for stuff to be repeated... oh god im just going to stop on this topic before i blow my load..

haha get it krieg?! im awful...

welp... im off to do homework... this post was incrediably uneventful and pointless... at least i dont have to worrying about too many people reading my ADD-ness (totally shakespeare right there i just made up my own word! hell yeah!)