ever feel like writing a story? yeah me too bobby. sometimes i feel like i have an alter ego. lets call him bobby. yes hes a guy. just because a girl would get on my nerves. what fun would having an alter ego be if they pissed you off? iv already got one giner why would i want another one? bobby agrees. today me and bobby had an in depth conversation about life. we came to the conclusion that its flying by entirely too fast. could i write a letter of complaint to life and ask her to slow down i need to take some pictures to show my grand kids? it sure would be courteous of her to take a nap or hell even a breather would be deeply appreciated. any want to help start up a petition to tie bricks to life's feet? maybe just for a lil while because im pretty sure after awhile life would get tired and just stop all together and that would end badly... whats that bobby? oh youre tired too? well it is getting pretty late we might go to bed soon so hold your horses and stop acting so whinny.

Most people are other people. Their thoughts are someone else's opinions, their lives a mimicry, their passions a quotation.
-Oscar Wilde

sad isnt it? how completely unoriginal are we these days? i always get a tickle out of these kids that walk around with originality stamped on their foreheads. and of course all the stamps are blue and black with tiny stars as the dotted i's. pleasee people dont be so naive.. just about everything you do say wear or believe did not come souly from you.. someone else before you decided that they were original. haha gotta love the people that glare and whisper "poser" under their breath when someone not normally associated with their social class walks wearing the same belt as them (irony at its best) hell most of them probably saw their sooo stylish and unique hairstyle on their idol petey boy the week before while watching "taboo" mtv hahahaha ahh people these days! to sit back and watch some people really cracks me up! oh and one quick note before i crawl in my lil ball to sleep... just like the unique kids out there are those that are so desperate to get out of blairsville. haha the majority of those that bitch and moan about how terrible it is here will end up going to college realizing how much better off they were in blairsville and come back or they are just too damn ignorant to make it in the big bad world out there that they come home to live in mommys basement. i personally love blairsville. sure the people here are asses but i challenge you to find somewhere that doesnt have a few here and there. itll be nice to graduate travel around experience different cultures and learn as much about any and everything that i can but inevitably i will come home and live in the quiet north georgia mountains =) maybe its not for some but to me its home and ill be damned if someone trys to tell me im an ignorant redneck because i love my home!


so iv said my peace and its about that time so...
"So long, farewell, auf Wiedersehen, good night
I hate to go and leave this pretty sight
So long, farewell, auf Wiedersehen, adieu
Adieu, adieu, to yieu and yieu and yieu"


^^sound of music crackers ;) yeah so im a nerd..

urgh.. not sure????

i always have problems starting these things... thats probably why i dont write when i feel like it.. ill start a blog and then end up deleting it because i dont like it so i have a good few drafts but not so many actual posts.

so basically the other day i decided to give up on someone that iv been struggling with for the past four years.. i like to consider myself a pretty selfless person when it comes to anyone i care about.. honest to god there are the select few that i would do anything for.. that select few has continued to deplete this year.. its bothering me.. pretty bad in fact.. the realization that people dont care about me half as much as i care about them is slowly creeping under my skin.. its people like that that are pushing me further into my peter-pan complex. im already pretty damn resistant at growing up and the harsh realities im begining to face this year are only making that battle a little harder... i miss climbing that big ole pine with the low branches at my granny's house.. i miss playing comando in the creek with my guy cousins... i miss throwing apples at the cows and betting quarters which way theyll run.. god i just miss being a lil kid.. i was so naive.. ignorance is bliss as they say.. iv never been quite sure who "they" were but if "they" are reading this... right on!


i hate those fake bitches that claim they are better friends with guys and that they only hang out with guys when they do NOT! instead they are all over their guy "friends" and act like fucking whores!!!!! asldkjf;oashdnf;klajsdnhf;ljasdfj;lakj god just admitt youre a damn whore and be done with it! unless i have feelings for the guy i do not act one smidge different around them than i do any girls i might hangout with.. im just sick of fake people.. yeah i know most people are hell im sure everyone is to a certain point but i hope to god im never so obviously fake..


by the way sorry if my blog is turing out to be too bitter but im kind of using it as a venting device =)







eh i think im done.. or at least what i can actually write on this here thingy














oh wait..... i cant wait till basketball season!!!!!!!!!!!! god it makes me all tingly all over =) woo hoooo!!